is it going to be wrong again
is it going to kill me again
is it going to grow and grow in the every single minute inside me again
is it going to make me falling down apart is it going to feed a little tiny monster inside of me? is this monster going to eat me in the end?
i'm feeling sad, i'm feeling alone, i'm feeling hopeless
nobodys really here for me ready to hug me
why is that
why are you all pretending im cool pretending you like me pretending im someone worth breathin
why cant you just show me facts in the real way they goes
why cant i just have all that i want
why cant something just go back to the track

im already thinking
why did she find me why did she stop me why didnt she let me take it to the end
why did they decided to rescue me why did they forgot im nobody
are that pills still in that house?